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August 25, 2004 |
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New Journal--
loversmurder
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| Lockloadandmurder |
August 19, 2004 |
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The first full week of school has been kicking me in the ass.. for some reason unknown I have been overly stressed and confused about friendships, which doesn't help. But, other than that I am doing well. I have lost six pounds in the last week due to the unknown. I had a doctors appointment this morning but I also had a test in first so, I could not get my ass to the doctor. Oh well. Coach didn't make me race today "due to my speed the last three days. I need not show up the other kids." I just looked at Coach Enis and said, "yeah, okay coach. So does that mean I can sleep for a bit?" The answer was no, but, still I didn't have to run. Well, race. I did have to run. Okay, whatever... That is beside the point.
My paid account expires very soon (22nd) and when that rolls around I will have a new Journal. Just thought I would give fair warning.
I just downloaded the first Every Time I Die CD... It is incredible. I believe all (fans and non-fans) should tune in.
Recently things have confused me about friendships. I really don't want to lose these friends, but sometimes I feel I am fighting with a brick wall. I feel as though I must walk on glass around certain people. I wish I could have answers to questions in my locker in the morning.
I have play practice tonight. Tomorrow is friday, I can taste it's glory.
I just got a early acceptance warning letter from one of my choice schools in New Jersey... That's weird. Emerson sent me one too. This year and on I really have to watch my GPA. AP World History will add five points to my GPA if I have a 100 average and four if less. Same goes for AP english I guess.
"... Like a bullet through a flock of doves."
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August 15, 2004 |
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Fuck your momma.
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| Morphine Induced Dreams |
August 14, 2004 |
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Life is pretty good.
Lastnight was a lot(ANNELISA I CORRECTED MY MISTAKES) of fun. I hung out with alot of people and saw many many more. I won't go into detail but, AVP kinda disappointed me. But, it had it's strong points. Everyone that I was with lastnight made me smile. It was great.
I have not much to talk about. School has been decent, nothing to scream and wail about... except that Tupelo High School lockers suck something fierce, or they just have a thing against me. I am thinking about leaving my books in Allana's or Ms. Gibbs room. Who the fuck cares?
Anyway, I am bored today, if'n you want to do something, dial me up.
--- sllllllllllllller.
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August 12, 2004 |
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I love this happiness. It's great.
-after school is more interesting
Adam came home with me today. Matt Hitt, Adam, and I rode listening to "big trucks" by Pedro the Lion. Great. Isaac wanted to see me and Adam so he and emily came by. Emily, Isaac, and I went to get Yogurt. And so on and so forth. I had play practice.. it's getting to be alot more fun. I will leave you with two things:
1. Alien VS. Predator comes out tomorrow.
2. 'Lil Scrappy Lyrics
"No Problems"
You can get crunk in the club Roll wit your hood Get stomped in the club Or you could get buck in the club Get fucked up in the club Nigga we don't give a fuck But you don't want no problem (Problem) But you don't want no problem (Problem) But you don't want no problem with me Cuz BME we be filthy deep
You don't wanna be dead in the streets Mouth full of blood and soaked from the heat (Ooo) Why you tryna act hard as hell And you know damn well you don't wanna feel the shell Nigga I been down by a lot Gun to my head, pressed dead to the wall I got big balls and bullets like baseballs Split ya dome, put you straight, knock out all ya'll Hell no them boys don't play Straight nuts to ya face Put your pistol away And don't weed to my head I pray for the folks in the club gettin scared Got a problem with that
[Chorus]
Hold em back, hold em back Man fuck that nigga Fuck that hold em back Gotta push that nigga Hold em back, hold em back Push that nigga Fuck that hold em back
Hey shawty it's on Goddamnit it's on Keep poppin in my face and get popped in the dome Learn to rush mothafuckas It's gonna hurt If a nigga fall That's when shit gets worse The problem with you niggas is You just talk too much Man swang on a nigga and fuck his ass up And you can walk on by with your nuts in a tub I'll be your ? if you really won't get crunk In the A we don't play them games We just stack and slang and load up them things Gettin buck if you wanna and catch a bow Keep your pretty ass gull, beat your ass, and take your hoe
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I just went ghetto on yo asses.
love
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August 11, 2004 |
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Today was the first day of school. Wasn't all that bad. A few highlights here and there. I went out to dinner with Adam, Isaac, Emily, and Helon. That pretty much made my day. Then we took adam home and went to books-a-million then to the park so I could swing... I feel weird. I always do the first day.
Band practice tomorrow after school.. I am excited about that. Emily said she has been becoming "innovative" with her stuff. That makes me happy.
I want to see Eric this weekend.. I want to run up to him and hug him.. And make him feel better. That boy is wonderful and he just doesn't know it.
Tyler Anderson is funny. The poor thing went and was eating lunch by himself.. it was a horribly depressing site.. So, I went and sat with him. We are first period buddies.
This is getting pointless. I am gonna go write.
.. sights to see and people to meet, but i don't want to move, this situation is too confusing to compete...
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| Let's just keep singing. |
August 9, 2004 |
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Come on just say it.. You need me like a bad habit.
I am so happy!!!
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August 8, 2004 |
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Five things I have been told since I was young:
1. Think before you speak, ignorance is ugly.
2. You must do your best to further the fight for equality.
3. Strength is attainable by trust.
4. Racism is the root of all evil.
5. Love never goes out of style.
Life is good. I am not dreading school starting.
I am looking at colleges/universities in Northern New Jersey and Boston and/or the surrounding area.
Love.
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| we're so cool. |
August 8, 2004 |
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That brings me to today's big shout out..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY BESTFRIENDS AND MY BITCH..
MATTTT...
FUCKIN' 18..
<3
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August 7, 2004 |
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Thanks to all who cheered me up tonight namely Emily *for talking things out with me*, Lauren *for making me laugh*, Toni *for just being there!*, and Adam *for those damn hugs*. I
t's evident that I am a viciously jealous person, it sucks.
I came home and got bitched out by my mom for not making it home on time. She said I never do, I guess it runs in the family.
He is absolutely amazing. He makes me smile and yes, can make me cry. But those are the ups and downs of relationships. I feel so comfortable with him there next to me, it's crazy. I feel as though I am falling for him. A few months and it maybe fatal (its a joke.. nevermind.. it's funny in my head)
love
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| Starved for your attention. |
August 6, 2004 |
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I ganked this from
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) vudew
EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot
Rosemary Cozumel
SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied
Vicious Daphne
"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name
E. Ti or E. Tim
DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen
Cinnamon Oil (haha oh, shit)
GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS = Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went to School
Sloth THS
BARFLY ALIAS = Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink
Almond Balls (haha, oh man, it's an energy drink)
SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived
Clark Lakeshire (hm, that sucks.)
PORN STAR ALIAS = First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On
Sweetie Lakeshire
JEDI NAME = First 3 letters of your last name + first 2 letters of your first name, First 2 letters of your mother's maiden name + the first 3 letters of your hometown
Tim Elco Tup (hm, what the hell)
Elliott is home!
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| mm mm will you be mines girl? |
August 4, 2004 |
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After I heard that Megan was probalay moving. I wanted to murder someone. Adam and I made the decision to randomly show up at Megans and give her hugs and kisses. So we did, I think we surprised her. Then we all jumped in the car and went to look for a new bed for me, seeing as I threw mine out today.. So, we end up getting a futon. I officially love futons. There is nothing better than an object that is capable of being two things. Nothing better. We got it, and the guy delivered it. And Adam got to show off his Manly Man skills. Warren needs to stop being silly and come see me sometime.
Later Emily and Isaac came to pick me up. We went and met Megan and Adam at Chili's. Our meals consisted of Chips and Cheese and of course my DIET COKE. Then we still had time to kill so we went to Circuit City. People bought stuff, imagine that. Then we went and met the Wonderful Eric at Malco. We went and saw The Village. It was a definite M. Night (my spelling skills still have yet to master his last name) movie. It was decent though, I was glad I saw it. Though the ending sucked, but what did I expect? After the movie we all stood around outside for a bit and talked. Then Megan and Adam went home and the rest of us went to Books-A-Million. We sat and talked for a bit and then I had to head home. I am really excited we hung out with Eric.. (WE MUST DO IT AGAIN!). It was weird he and Isaac already knew eachother.
Things I learned tonight..
scarlingboy (eric) is awesome.
Isaac and I agree that he (eric) is one hot motherfucker.
My Chemical Romance cancelled their show in Atlanta.
He says things like "Do you believe in love now?"
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August 4, 2004 |
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God, please don't let this be happening! Not now, not after she finally found friends she can get along with. Not after all we have been through together just recently. I won't allow this.
No.
No moving... No Atlanta. No!
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August 3, 2004 |
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OH MY GOD! HE GOT IN TOUCH WITH HIS MOM. ALL CAME TOGETHER LIKE HE SAID. HE SAID IT WOULD!!! JUST LIKE HE SAID!!
HE IS STAYING.. HE IS HERE.. IN MISSISSIPPI..
HE IS HERE..
OH SHIT..
AND THAT SONG ADAM IT MUST HAVE HELPED.
HE LOVES EVERYONE HERE.
EMILY AND PAUL
BAND PRACTICE WAS FABULOUS...
LIFE IF JUST GRAND.
FUCKING GRAND.
SHIT...
I CAN'T BREATHE.
TOMORROW WILL BE FUN TOO!!! THE VILLAGE WITH (so far) ERIC, EMILY, ISAAC, AND HELON.. AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO JOIN..
"stay here with me.. stay here in mississippi."
This is incredible..
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August 2, 2004 |
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Man.. I am so happy these days. It's good.
All I really have to say is.. Going to waffle house with Neil, Isaac, Emily, and Mike at eleven something is awesome.. We were talking about going to the My Chemical Romance show and Mike was all like.. I wanna go.. and then Isaac was like.. I didn't know you liked MCR.. and Mike said.. I don't.. I just want to go back to Atlanta! haha. He is fucking funny as hell. I have a new love for those brothers.
Schadenfreude- German for Happiness at the misfortune of others!
^it's true.. Example.. 1. When people clap when waitresses drop trays full of glasses 2. When ex's get STD's 3. Watching a Frat boy realize what he just stuck his dick in.
^^^ Man.. That comes from Avenue Q. That show is damn funny.
Isaac gets to meet my dad tonight. My mom already loves him, I doubt it will take much for Otis to love him.
Call me if you guys want to hang out today.. I have to go eat with the other set of parents tonight at 6... but, I am up for it during the day.. CIZALL ME.
Megan is spending the night because her dad's boss died! So.. it's gonna be me, emily, isaac, megan, mg, george, dad, and susan tonight at dinner.. this should be interesting.
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